Well it's the morning after independence day ;]. hope everyone had a safe and fun night . it was a full mooon yesterday . my prayers go out to zakiya cooper hope you heal well and get better ;].
I've noticed something about me, i never think about me! it's always everyone else i'm thinking about! and i think i should start dedicating more time to myself; i'm ALWAYS on someone else's time and never on my own ; there's still two books i've been dying to finish but i never .
also i was watching this video about self worth and didn't really get it until i really got into it; i put up with a lot of stuff from a lot of people that no one should have to put up with AND that's changing . NOW if i don't like whats going down then im going to open my mouth . that's it! NOTHING ELSE; no negotiating or nothing .
ALSO the news has confirmed i'm moving to texas in a matter of weeks; HONESTLY i'm kinda excited! BITTERSWEET; hate to leave him, but i don't really have a choice!
here's a new beginning . i've been in vegas tooo long . time for something different; sighhhhh we're all going seperate ways! i'll miss all the family gatherings in moms room jst cracking jokes and shit! EVERYTHING but a change is coming that we'll all have to adjust to .
ha! the third of july, we went on the strip; kind of on like a double date type thing but not really; mind you we seen the new boys YIKES! they were jerks LOL .
but paparazzi and shit caught me and S[O].
ha! cool lil'pic; mind you we're like the coolest out!
the crazy part about this is we're "on a break". which doesn't feel like we're on it . thats good though! BUT i still hate the fact i can't really say shit about what or who he talks to or about . SUCKS but heyy, can't tell him nothing . BUT he's still amazing;
BIRTHDAY RECAP- AYEFCKINMAZING! so i had the best birthday ever! and it was sooo fckin' coool, babe got me a promise ring ;]. PROMISE HE'S COMING FOR ME; all i can do is wait . BUT he got me the best flowers in the world;] they're sooooo amazing .
also i had been wanting panda forever he wanted breakfast breakfast but it was my day so chinese foood it was LOL . we were soooo cuteee; and then it was nice outside not a regular day in vegas during the month of june. it was sooo nice so we took a walk in the park; being with him makes everything around us dissapear so i only see us in a big world of love, HONESTLY i have never or would ever thought i would meet YOU . "Mr.Right" i love you with everything in me and i can't stress it enough; YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME! and i don't know how i'll get through the next year without you; it's a challenge BUT i'm willing to challenge myself cause it's YOU, that the rest of my life is going to be spent with, i love you soo much; beyond words and feelings! YOU'RE EVERYTHING I WANT ......
VOGUEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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