that song has been in my head all day . well since 106 came on!
sometimes love . love comes around & it it knocks you down jst get back up when it knocks you down ..
i wish my bullet would've ended that life, i guess the pimp in you didn't die that night!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
WELCOME TO HEARTBREAK
808 & HeartBreaks!
"You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me".
i say that w. confidence!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
goo gooo gaaa gaa!
LOL, my nephew is the bestest baby in the whole wide world;
speaking of world REAL WORLD tonight; aiiiya be trippping forreal!
SO HE'S BACK! yay (= demanding* my title back today! who gives a fuck!LOL;
if he says no, then uhmmm . anyway! lol, he`ll say yes .
MY LAST FULL 24 HRS. IN vegaaaas ;
wish me luck! adios amigos;
today better be goooood !
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
LATE NIGHT
hoping things don't go back to normal, but go back
to the old old ways (; i miss those days!
the before june days , a fight every blue moon days!
the march days! GREAT beating heart days!
the fun days! anniversary every first of the month days!
no you hang up . no you hang up days!
the way my mother told us we were young and in love days!
it was jst us days nothing above days! those days
where we would jst lay and say i love you . come lock the door
i'll call you later . or those days 6:45 a.m. days oh you look nice
today days! all of those days . the before june days! seems like those were the
only time we were in fine tune days!
to the old old ways (; i miss those days!
the before june days , a fight every blue moon days!
the march days! GREAT beating heart days!
the fun days! anniversary every first of the month days!
no you hang up . no you hang up days!
the way my mother told us we were young and in love days!
it was jst us days nothing above days! those days
where we would jst lay and say i love you . come lock the door
i'll call you later . or those days 6:45 a.m. days oh you look nice
today days! all of those days . the before june days! seems like those were the
only time we were in fine tune days!
Monday, July 20, 2009
PRETEND
everything is okay & you'll start to believe it BUT then
reality sets in AND you're in need of a shoulder!
reality sets in AND you're in need of a shoulder!
SAFE TO SAY .
I'm fine, LOL ; w. everything that`s been going on
i can honestly say i`m fine w. a serious face (:
Mind ya`ll i thought i`d be in soo much pain BUT i`m not,
it`s weird i was expecting non-stop tear sessions BUT i haven`t
cried yet . well not since i found out`. THAT`S a SIGN that god
is w. me (: it`s a SIGN that says NO NEED for tears, cause someones
awaiting my presence that`s going to love me unconditionally w. out
the f! ups; or the games! someone that`s as serious as i am . & that will be the guy that i marry & have my white pickett fence w. So it`s SAFE TO SAY i`m over this whole situation (: & UNTIL THEN
VOGGGGGGUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEE!
i can honestly say i`m fine w. a serious face (:
Mind ya`ll i thought i`d be in soo much pain BUT i`m not,
it`s weird i was expecting non-stop tear sessions BUT i haven`t
cried yet . well not since i found out`. THAT`S a SIGN that god
is w. me (: it`s a SIGN that says NO NEED for tears, cause someones
awaiting my presence that`s going to love me unconditionally w. out
the f! ups; or the games! someone that`s as serious as i am . & that will be the guy that i marry & have my white pickett fence w. So it`s SAFE TO SAY i`m over this whole situation (: & UNTIL THEN
VOGGGGGGUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEE!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Sunday Night
O Lord,
At this time of emotional pain in my life, help me to remember that You became man to grant us a perspective on the suffering of this world. You, too, were moved by intense feelings, and were at times angry, near despair and filled with doubt. You, above all, suffered at the hands of others and were misunderstood by many. Yet, You listened, always with rapt attention, to others in pain, offering them comfort and acceptance.
Teach me now to find new faith in You, in myself, in my doctors and helpers, and in my fellow man. I ask Your grace and courage that I might embrace my life and experiences as my own, good and bad, and begin my life anew today. Allow me that strength to communicate about my inner experience so that others, working through Your hand, may understand and accept me, and I may find Your peace within myself.
Amen.
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Romans 12:2
At this time of emotional pain in my life, help me to remember that You became man to grant us a perspective on the suffering of this world. You, too, were moved by intense feelings, and were at times angry, near despair and filled with doubt. You, above all, suffered at the hands of others and were misunderstood by many. Yet, You listened, always with rapt attention, to others in pain, offering them comfort and acceptance.
Teach me now to find new faith in You, in myself, in my doctors and helpers, and in my fellow man. I ask Your grace and courage that I might embrace my life and experiences as my own, good and bad, and begin my life anew today. Allow me that strength to communicate about my inner experience so that others, working through Your hand, may understand and accept me, and I may find Your peace within myself.
Amen.
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Romans 12:2
YOU LOST ONE!
i`ve been to good! & i know at the end of the day something GREAT is going to come out of this! BUT you know what really pisses me off, cause you swore up & down you wasn't do wrong . you`re jst like the rest, & you proved it to me; YOU LOST A GOOD ONE & YOU KNOW! i'm so full of resentment! the other crazy part about this is i honestly truly don`t deserve this BUT yet i get like i deserve it! BUT you know what i'm jst going to hand this one over to god & he'll deal w. you; CAUSE w. ME you're not worth me breaking my back to get revenge! KNOW THAT!
Happy Sunday (:
it's nice outside, no sign of sun . looks like it may rain (:
really windy; guess me & my nephew will go outside! lovely day!
focusing on moving foward & NOT staying in place,!
really windy; guess me & my nephew will go outside! lovely day!
focusing on moving foward & NOT staying in place,!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Rainy Day
Not a typical day in during the month of July in Las Vegas;
All i need right now is ; an ipod and a nice glass of wine (:
All i need right now is ; an ipod and a nice glass of wine (:
Friday, July 17, 2009
GOOOOO haaaard!
If you was as real as me you would never
Let another girl sit in yo throne.
I done flipped the trunk on her,
They screamin, "Tyler leave me alone!"
I am, I'm Still the one to beat.
current mood : i don`t give any fucks! KNOW THAT!
Let another girl sit in yo throne.
I done flipped the trunk on her,
They screamin, "Tyler leave me alone!"
I am, I'm Still the one to beat.
current mood : i don`t give any fucks! KNOW THAT!
CHAPTER CLOSING!
"In order to open another chapter you must close this one"-numerous people .
WELL CONSIDER LAS VEGAS CHAPTER CLOSED!
opening my texas chapter . a new life i call it .
GLAD i`m leaving las vegas, getting away from all the drama i've put up with for
nine years . nine years toooo long . i can jst throw it away and say fuck you if you
dont like me or mines . i can jst say fuck you if you don't lie the way i do things .
fuck you if you don't like who i fuck w/. fuck you if you disagree . WOW that felt great LOL .
so tomorrow is my sister's twenty-second birthday . & it's the second year her and my mom have differences on her b-day . i jst wish it would stop . you know cause we're family . blood is def. thicker than water & to let another human being representing water come between the two is non-sense . *OPINION! i love them both unconditionally though . & i`ll neverrr let a difference cause akwardness for myself towards you guys , know that .
i notice myself bouncing back and forth happy and mad w/ you on my blogs . NOW it's time i put a stop to it . this is it, i'm soo tired . i don`t have the strength to put up with this anymore. I'm always worried about what im doing wrong when im not doing anything wrong . im not saying im always right but i know when im wrong and i'll admit that . but you .. you jst always want to find something wrong . you're never satisfied. you sometimes remind me of a female, because you bitch so much, you say you don`t care . i know that`s a lie . but here's some truth I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. i'm tired of this honestly, i tell you how i feel you claim to understand but you don`t because if you did you would know it's time for a change . but you can`t change someone who doesn't want to change. so with that being said it`s no more of this back and forth . we`ll be happier without . & i`m at peace with my decision .
SHOUTOUTS :
DEMETRIA @AYOdeemee - wow if you wasn't the coolest for nine years, you've always been someone i can talk to, call you my sister not jst cause we have the same last name but because you were one. i lovee you meme . LOL, i`ll never forget the terrace days . those party nights . high moments . pool splashes . pissy drunk hotels; ALL OF IT, when i do those things again your name will be one of the first i think of. love you (:
THOMMISHA @mishaj01 - i love you cuhz, you'll always be my big cripp homie LOL . you were always the one that had my back lol, funnnny ass cuhz; LOL, even when i needed my hair done, you helped. LOL, remember that time i braided that girl hair and it was horrible cause my fingers were hurting . that face and laugh i did LOL, i never seen her after that lol, you'll always be the homie, love you teda.
DANYELLE @missyelle06 - i didn't know you that long, but you are the funniest person ever, your laugh will always ring in my head LOL . hilarious; i love you though . you're inspiration ; own house . own car . paid bills . nails & hair always done . i look up to that; know that you are the coolest; lol, lovee you yelle;
ANGELLE @freshab - OMG . bitch we have the funniest moments ever . even whenever you have a tude i still manage to get you to laugh; i dont like youuu LOL, nah; i love you though forever . i'll call you everyday when im away and you'll answer and say what do you want tyler and i'll jst laugh; idk why i'm crying writing yours maybe cause you're blood and always will have a piece of me . god i love you . even though i never called anyone my bestfriend, you were one :) love you ;].
JASMINE weirdkidjammin - WOW, we were bestfriends for like two years but we started drifting apart, barely talking but jst know i'll love you always for everything you've ever done for me . i'm truly grateful for everything . you've impacted me a lot, you've actually turned me around to getting better grades and doing good things (: i love you always jam . DONT EVER FORGET even though we may lose touch jst know you helped in who i am today ;].
MISUELAY @missybad - you've helped me out soooo much, & i thank you . even though we're not as close, or even close anymore . you're still a big thank you . all the rides, money, clothes you've ever loaned me thanks (: & I HIGHLY APPRECIATE everything you've done.
AARON - imaimazing - WOW, we too were bestfriends for like two years, we don't even talk anymore. but i would like to say sorry for how rude i was to you at one point. even though you were the nicest person ever, YOU were always the coolest ever. UNO wouldn't have been the same without you . i remember and now it's time to admit i had a crush on you for a while but it would've been too akward for us LOL, but jst know i thought about you ... lol, i'll always love you, NO MATTER WHAT i'll never lose touch with you . YOU are one person i must stay in touch w/ the rest of my life, no matter what. i love you so much aim, & no matter what BFF's for life!
MARCUS - @MarkiMontana - short and sweet, thank you for everything . i appreciate it!
i was literally soooo emotional writing those, these eight people impacted my life the most, whether it seems like it or not . they've ALWAYS been there for me . and i thank each and everyone of them . they`ll always have a piece of my heart . but one person imparticular gets a chunk cause i never want them to forget me . i hope i've done my part as a friend, if i haven't . i tried, if it wasn't good enough oh well, but know that ya'll friendships were beyond good, i love ya`ll to the fullest (:
WELL CONSIDER LAS VEGAS CHAPTER CLOSED!
opening my texas chapter . a new life i call it .
GLAD i`m leaving las vegas, getting away from all the drama i've put up with for
nine years . nine years toooo long . i can jst throw it away and say fuck you if you
dont like me or mines . i can jst say fuck you if you don't lie the way i do things .
fuck you if you don't like who i fuck w/. fuck you if you disagree . WOW that felt great LOL .
so tomorrow is my sister's twenty-second birthday . & it's the second year her and my mom have differences on her b-day . i jst wish it would stop . you know cause we're family . blood is def. thicker than water & to let another human being representing water come between the two is non-sense . *OPINION! i love them both unconditionally though . & i`ll neverrr let a difference cause akwardness for myself towards you guys , know that .
i notice myself bouncing back and forth happy and mad w/ you on my blogs . NOW it's time i put a stop to it . this is it, i'm soo tired . i don`t have the strength to put up with this anymore. I'm always worried about what im doing wrong when im not doing anything wrong . im not saying im always right but i know when im wrong and i'll admit that . but you .. you jst always want to find something wrong . you're never satisfied. you sometimes remind me of a female, because you bitch so much, you say you don`t care . i know that`s a lie . but here's some truth I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. i'm tired of this honestly, i tell you how i feel you claim to understand but you don`t because if you did you would know it's time for a change . but you can`t change someone who doesn't want to change. so with that being said it`s no more of this back and forth . we`ll be happier without . & i`m at peace with my decision .
SHOUTOUTS :
DEMETRIA @AYOdeemee - wow if you wasn't the coolest for nine years, you've always been someone i can talk to, call you my sister not jst cause we have the same last name but because you were one. i lovee you meme . LOL, i`ll never forget the terrace days . those party nights . high moments . pool splashes . pissy drunk hotels; ALL OF IT, when i do those things again your name will be one of the first i think of. love you (:
THOMMISHA @mishaj01 - i love you cuhz, you'll always be my big cripp homie LOL . you were always the one that had my back lol, funnnny ass cuhz; LOL, even when i needed my hair done, you helped. LOL, remember that time i braided that girl hair and it was horrible cause my fingers were hurting . that face and laugh i did LOL, i never seen her after that lol, you'll always be the homie, love you teda.
DANYELLE @missyelle06 - i didn't know you that long, but you are the funniest person ever, your laugh will always ring in my head LOL . hilarious; i love you though . you're inspiration ; own house . own car . paid bills . nails & hair always done . i look up to that; know that you are the coolest; lol, lovee you yelle;
ANGELLE @freshab - OMG . bitch we have the funniest moments ever . even whenever you have a tude i still manage to get you to laugh; i dont like youuu LOL, nah; i love you though forever . i'll call you everyday when im away and you'll answer and say what do you want tyler and i'll jst laugh; idk why i'm crying writing yours maybe cause you're blood and always will have a piece of me . god i love you . even though i never called anyone my bestfriend, you were one :) love you ;].
JASMINE weirdkidjammin - WOW, we were bestfriends for like two years but we started drifting apart, barely talking but jst know i'll love you always for everything you've ever done for me . i'm truly grateful for everything . you've impacted me a lot, you've actually turned me around to getting better grades and doing good things (: i love you always jam . DONT EVER FORGET even though we may lose touch jst know you helped in who i am today ;].
MISUELAY @missybad - you've helped me out soooo much, & i thank you . even though we're not as close, or even close anymore . you're still a big thank you . all the rides, money, clothes you've ever loaned me thanks (: & I HIGHLY APPRECIATE everything you've done.
AARON - imaimazing - WOW, we too were bestfriends for like two years, we don't even talk anymore. but i would like to say sorry for how rude i was to you at one point. even though you were the nicest person ever, YOU were always the coolest ever. UNO wouldn't have been the same without you . i remember and now it's time to admit i had a crush on you for a while but it would've been too akward for us LOL, but jst know i thought about you ... lol, i'll always love you, NO MATTER WHAT i'll never lose touch with you . YOU are one person i must stay in touch w/ the rest of my life, no matter what. i love you so much aim, & no matter what BFF's for life!
MARCUS - @MarkiMontana - short and sweet, thank you for everything . i appreciate it!
i was literally soooo emotional writing those, these eight people impacted my life the most, whether it seems like it or not . they've ALWAYS been there for me . and i thank each and everyone of them . they`ll always have a piece of my heart . but one person imparticular gets a chunk cause i never want them to forget me . i hope i've done my part as a friend, if i haven't . i tried, if it wasn't good enough oh well, but know that ya'll friendships were beyond good, i love ya`ll to the fullest (:
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Remember When ...
because we're going through a difficult stage in our relationship i figured since we both miss the old days why not recap them :].
Remember kissing lessons 101 :]. lol,
Remember me w/ that cookie and drink in my hand 'YOU LOOK SOO BIG'. lol,
Remember my alien fingers from that paper when i met your parents buahaha . WHY WERE HER HANDS GREEE? lmao - your mom .
Remember NOVEMBER 23,2008 . all that damn bby powder -- akwarrrrddd .. LOL;
Remember when we were driving on the freeway to planet hollywood and that truck almost killed usss . AHHH lol, funny afterwards thoughh;
Remember the first time you picked me up and body slammed me . LOL,
Remember our first time at the view, you were my first :]. <333.
Remember the first time i cooked you breakfast and i got in trouble LOL,
Remember when you proposed :]]]]] <3333333.
Remember the first time you sang too mee . lol, when you were done i was like woo, thank god thats over LOL, loveee youu .
Remember when we first said i love you, again THANKSGIVING '08.
Remember how i thought you were going to ask me out on christmas, boyyy was i waiting LOL .
Remember how you fell asleep at the light prom night buahaha; you was wylin'. LOL,
Remember my first time breaking you off ;]. prizzzommm i killed it, even with my feet hurting LOL,
Remember FEB.1st; you're random pop up fifteen min. stay to bring me flowers and a carddd :]]]]]. loved it'. in shock still LOL,
Remember when we watched observe and report; 'CHICKEN FILET IS FCKIN`DELICIOUS'. lol,
Remember when we watched the last house on the left 'GET THAT BITCH CUHHZ'. lol,
Remember when i ditched my film studies class for the best walk in the park ever .. LOL, 'i didn`t know how to tell you, i tried but uhhhhhmm ...... I LOVE YOU'. lmao hilariousss;
Remember when we made our first video everrr;]].
Remember your grad b-day dinner & your little cousin said 'i like your feet'. i was cracking up inside i'm sure you was too . lmao;
Remember your graduation & how i wasss and still is proud of youuu ;].
there's soo manyyyy ... part two shall come this way ...
I LOVE YOU ... 102507.
Remember kissing lessons 101 :]. lol,
Remember me w/ that cookie and drink in my hand 'YOU LOOK SOO BIG'. lol,
Remember my alien fingers from that paper when i met your parents buahaha . WHY WERE HER HANDS GREEE? lmao - your mom .
Remember NOVEMBER 23,2008 . all that damn bby powder -- akwarrrrddd .. LOL;
Remember when we were driving on the freeway to planet hollywood and that truck almost killed usss . AHHH lol, funny afterwards thoughh;
Remember the first time you picked me up and body slammed me . LOL,
Remember our first time at the view, you were my first :]. <333.
Remember the first time i cooked you breakfast and i got in trouble LOL,
Remember when you proposed :]]]]] <3333333.
Remember the first time you sang too mee . lol, when you were done i was like woo, thank god thats over LOL, loveee youu .
Remember when we first said i love you, again THANKSGIVING '08.
Remember how i thought you were going to ask me out on christmas, boyyy was i waiting LOL .
Remember how you fell asleep at the light prom night buahaha; you was wylin'. LOL,
Remember my first time breaking you off ;]. prizzzommm i killed it, even with my feet hurting LOL,
Remember FEB.1st; you're random pop up fifteen min. stay to bring me flowers and a carddd :]]]]]. loved it'. in shock still LOL,
Remember when we watched observe and report; 'CHICKEN FILET IS FCKIN`DELICIOUS'. lol,
Remember when we watched the last house on the left 'GET THAT BITCH CUHHZ'. lol,
Remember when i ditched my film studies class for the best walk in the park ever .. LOL, 'i didn`t know how to tell you, i tried but uhhhhhmm ...... I LOVE YOU'. lmao hilariousss;
Remember when we made our first video everrr;]].
Remember your grad b-day dinner & your little cousin said 'i like your feet'. i was cracking up inside i'm sure you was too . lmao;
Remember your graduation & how i wasss and still is proud of youuu ;].
there's soo manyyyy ... part two shall come this way ...
I LOVE YOU ... 102507.
he heals me ...
Told him my biggest secret
And he told me four
He smiled at me and said, that makes me love you more
And then he made me laugh
And I knew it was a sign
That he was a man,
That I wanted in my life
And with every passing day
I feel more and more of that way
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me,
He heals me
I can play him songs, all through the night
And he will listen to every line
And even when Im wrong, he is still kind
He chooses his words wisely when he tells me Im not right
And yes he is a beautiful man,
but he is also a beautiful friend
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He heals me
The moment that we met, he made me smile
He has so much compassion in his eyes
I have no idea, how long hell be here
A season or a lifetime, forever or a year
But for the first time in my life Im not worried about the future
Because we have such a wonderful time when were together
However things turn out, its all right
Cause hes already changed my life
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He heals me
He never hurts me
And he told me four
He smiled at me and said, that makes me love you more
And then he made me laugh
And I knew it was a sign
That he was a man,
That I wanted in my life
And with every passing day
I feel more and more of that way
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me,
He heals me
I can play him songs, all through the night
And he will listen to every line
And even when Im wrong, he is still kind
He chooses his words wisely when he tells me Im not right
And yes he is a beautiful man,
but he is also a beautiful friend
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He heals me
The moment that we met, he made me smile
He has so much compassion in his eyes
I have no idea, how long hell be here
A season or a lifetime, forever or a year
But for the first time in my life Im not worried about the future
Because we have such a wonderful time when were together
However things turn out, its all right
Cause hes already changed my life
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He heals me
He never hurts me
Monday, July 6, 2009
seven six ;
have you ever tried to make something fit but it jst wasn't working? kindaa like what were doing . you want to
do whatever the fck you want to do and still want me to be there at the end of the day . you don't want to be
all up under me but you want me to be all up under you . you hate when I talk to boys but you can give your
number out and say what you want to them . who wants a relationship like that? I don't . your head is somewhere
your heart is not . you do all of this shit without thinking of what it does to me . or do you but you jst don't care .
I can't take this anymore . I'm so fed up with trying to be perfect for you when at the end of the day it won't count
I highly doubt we'll make it . our minds are at two different stages . and you obviously don't know what you want .
maybe we jst need to face it . and jst go our seperate ways . & until then
VOGUEEEEE!
do whatever the fck you want to do and still want me to be there at the end of the day . you don't want to be
all up under me but you want me to be all up under you . you hate when I talk to boys but you can give your
number out and say what you want to them . who wants a relationship like that? I don't . your head is somewhere
your heart is not . you do all of this shit without thinking of what it does to me . or do you but you jst don't care .
I can't take this anymore . I'm so fed up with trying to be perfect for you when at the end of the day it won't count
I highly doubt we'll make it . our minds are at two different stages . and you obviously don't know what you want .
maybe we jst need to face it . and jst go our seperate ways . & until then
VOGUEEEEE!
Sunday, July 5, 2009
the morning after ;
Well it's the morning after independence day ;]. hope everyone had a safe and fun night . it was a full mooon yesterday . my prayers go out to zakiya cooper hope you heal well and get better ;].
I've noticed something about me, i never think about me! it's always everyone else i'm thinking about! and i think i should start dedicating more time to myself; i'm ALWAYS on someone else's time and never on my own ; there's still two books i've been dying to finish but i never .
also i was watching this video about self worth and didn't really get it until i really got into it; i put up with a lot of stuff from a lot of people that no one should have to put up with AND that's changing . NOW if i don't like whats going down then im going to open my mouth . that's it! NOTHING ELSE; no negotiating or nothing .
ALSO the news has confirmed i'm moving to texas in a matter of weeks; HONESTLY i'm kinda excited! BITTERSWEET; hate to leave him, but i don't really have a choice!
here's a new beginning . i've been in vegas tooo long . time for something different; sighhhhh we're all going seperate ways! i'll miss all the family gatherings in moms room jst cracking jokes and shit! EVERYTHING but a change is coming that we'll all have to adjust to .
ha! the third of july, we went on the strip; kind of on like a double date type thing but not really; mind you we seen the new boys YIKES! they were jerks LOL .
but paparazzi and shit caught me and S[O].
ha! cool lil'pic; mind you we're like the coolest out!
the crazy part about this is we're "on a break". which doesn't feel like we're on it . thats good though! BUT i still hate the fact i can't really say shit about what or who he talks to or about . SUCKS but heyy, can't tell him nothing . BUT he's still amazing;
BIRTHDAY RECAP- AYEFCKINMAZING! so i had the best birthday ever! and it was sooo fckin' coool, babe got me a promise ring ;]. PROMISE HE'S COMING FOR ME; all i can do is wait . BUT he got me the best flowers in the world;] they're sooooo amazing .
also i had been wanting panda forever he wanted breakfast breakfast but it was my day so chinese foood it was LOL . we were soooo cuteee; and then it was nice outside not a regular day in vegas during the month of june. it was sooo nice so we took a walk in the park; being with him makes everything around us dissapear so i only see us in a big world of love, HONESTLY i have never or would ever thought i would meet YOU . "Mr.Right" i love you with everything in me and i can't stress it enough; YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME! and i don't know how i'll get through the next year without you; it's a challenge BUT i'm willing to challenge myself cause it's YOU, that the rest of my life is going to be spent with, i love you soo much; beyond words and feelings! YOU'RE EVERYTHING I WANT ......
VOGUEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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