CHAPTER CLOSING!

"In order to open another chapter you must close this one"-numerous people .

WELL CONSIDER LAS VEGAS CHAPTER CLOSED!
opening my texas chapter . a new life i call it .
GLAD i`m leaving las vegas, getting away from all the drama i've put up with for
nine years . nine years toooo long . i can jst throw it away and say fuck you if you
dont like me or mines . i can jst say fuck you if you don't lie the way i do things .
fuck you if you don't like who i fuck w/. fuck you if you disagree . WOW that felt great LOL .


so tomorrow is my sister's twenty-second birthday . & it's the second year her and my mom have differences on her b-day . i jst wish it would stop . you know cause we're family . blood is def. thicker than water & to let another human being representing water come between the two is non-sense . *OPINION! i love them both unconditionally though . & i`ll neverrr let a difference cause akwardness for myself towards you guys , know that .

i notice myself bouncing back and forth happy and mad w/ you on my blogs . NOW it's time i put a stop to it . this is it, i'm soo tired . i don`t have the strength to put up with this anymore. I'm always worried about what im doing wrong when im not doing anything wrong . im not saying im always right but i know when im wrong and i'll admit that . but you .. you jst always want to find something wrong . you're never satisfied. you sometimes remind me of a female, because you bitch so much, you say you don`t care . i know that`s a lie . but here's some truth I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. i'm tired of this honestly, i tell you how i feel you claim to understand but you don`t because if you did you would know it's time for a change . but you can`t change someone who doesn't want to change. so with that being said it`s no more of this back and forth . we`ll be happier without . & i`m at peace with my decision .

SHOUTOUTS :
DEMETRIA @AYOdeemee - wow if you wasn't the coolest for nine years, you've always been someone i can talk to, call you my sister not jst cause we have the same last name but because you were one. i lovee you meme . LOL, i`ll never forget the terrace days . those party nights . high moments . pool splashes . pissy drunk hotels; ALL OF IT, when i do those things again your name will be one of the first i think of. love you (:

THOMMISHA @mishaj01 - i love you cuhz, you'll always be my big cripp homie LOL . you were always the one that had my back lol, funnnny ass cuhz; LOL, even when i needed my hair done, you helped. LOL, remember that time i braided that girl hair and it was horrible cause my fingers were hurting . that face and laugh i did LOL, i never seen her after that lol, you'll always be the homie, love you teda.

DANYELLE @missyelle06 - i didn't know you that long, but you are the funniest person ever, your laugh will always ring in my head LOL . hilarious; i love you though . you're inspiration ; own house . own car . paid bills . nails & hair always done . i look up to that; know that you are the coolest; lol, lovee you yelle;

ANGELLE @freshab - OMG . bitch we have the funniest moments ever . even whenever you have a tude i still manage to get you to laugh; i dont like youuu LOL, nah; i love you though forever . i'll call you everyday when im away and you'll answer and say what do you want tyler and i'll jst laugh; idk why i'm crying writing yours maybe cause you're blood and always will have a piece of me . god i love you . even though i never called anyone my bestfriend, you were one :) love you ;].

JASMINE weirdkidjammin - WOW, we were bestfriends for like two years but we started drifting apart, barely talking but jst know i'll love you always for everything you've ever done for me . i'm truly grateful for everything . you've impacted me a lot, you've actually turned me around to getting better grades and doing good things (: i love you always jam . DONT EVER FORGET even though we may lose touch jst know you helped in who i am today ;].

MISUELAY @missybad - you've helped me out soooo much, & i thank you . even though we're not as close, or even close anymore . you're still a big thank you . all the rides, money, clothes you've ever loaned me thanks (: & I HIGHLY APPRECIATE everything you've done.

AARON - imaimazing - WOW, we too were bestfriends for like two years, we don't even talk anymore. but i would like to say sorry for how rude i was to you at one point. even though you were the nicest person ever, YOU were always the coolest ever. UNO wouldn't have been the same without you . i remember and now it's time to admit i had a crush on you for a while but it would've been too akward for us LOL, but jst know i thought about you ... lol, i'll always love you, NO MATTER WHAT i'll never lose touch with you . YOU are one person i must stay in touch w/ the rest of my life, no matter what. i love you so much aim, & no matter what BFF's for life!

MARCUS - @MarkiMontana - short and sweet, thank you for everything . i appreciate it!



i was literally soooo emotional writing those, these eight people impacted my life the most, whether it seems like it or not . they've ALWAYS been there for me . and i thank each and everyone of them . they`ll always have a piece of my heart . but one person imparticular gets a chunk cause i never want them to forget me . i hope i've done my part as a friend, if i haven't . i tried, if it wasn't good enough oh well, but know that ya'll friendships were beyond good, i love ya`ll to the fullest (: