signify O .

this is my signify O [significant other]. we fight jst about every single day;
but my love for him is beyond words; feelings; us. i don`t need him, BUT i want him
in all the ways possible; sometimes i jst can`t deal . to the point that i don`t even want to come back; BUT then i jst start thinking and all the memories . they kick in every single one, like october twenty-fifth '07 . the first day we started going out . or like your airforce meeting walking through the park and playing volleyball . or meeting your parents for the first time; how scared i was . or that same day with that cookie and coke in my hand 'YOU LOOK SO BIG'. lmao, how funny . so i start smiling and jst realize how great you are; ALTHOUGH you can be the biggest asshole x's four, i still can`t find myself to be without you for a long period of time . i know how you adore when i make decisions well HERE GOES THE BEST DECISION i`ve made all night; i love you and you`re my boyfriend :).