Saturday, August 22, 2009

Senior Sunrise,

With school two days away, im more excited than ever. Jst knowing that in nine months im on my own and i will be a month away from being an adult. It feels good, But im also scared, scared of the real world, what the future has in store for me. Although im excited and anxious to leave the nest it will be the hardest thing ever, leaving my mom who is my backbone. I cant and wont depend on her anymore, i will be an adult living by my own rules, doing my own things. I guess you can say im mature, more mature than your typical seventeen year old. I just want to jump my career off, life after highschool [stay tuned for that]. LOL, im sOo serious and i really want to meet me in two years. I'm really scared to fail. I don't want to be that girl, that had all the high hopes and dreams and it all crumbled right in front of her eyes. I want to be that girl on top. The girl that inspires people to make it to the top. I WILL BE THAT GIRL. I don't want to struggle. I want a nice career, a nice family, nice things. I want everything to just fall right in place, not a second to early or a minute late. I know it will take a lot of work BUT i'm determined!

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