hardLOVE .

I've always wondered when i'd find true love, and now that i've found it I wonder why is it so difficult? All of the arguing for what? Just to make up, I don't and never will get it. We throw lowblows and say things we may not mean just to apologize for them. Why can't we just not say them from the beginning?

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It's so hard, sometimes I just feel like giving up on you and never turning back and then I realize I love you so much, my heart won't let me go through with the decision. Lately it's been hell between us and it's really just starting to eat at me emotionally. You say you're going to stop some of the things you say and do but yet it's not happening. I honestly don't know what to do with you anymore. You're so stressed out it seems as if you're just taking everything out on me because you know i'll be there at then end of the day. BUT one day i may not ....